I think everybody at some point in their life have felt like this.
Well, I am here to tell you, that it's normal. You're not the only one who feels like this, unfortunately. But I am also here to tell you, that it's wrong. Because you are good enough.
The society and people around you give you the impression that you should be like this and that. That you should do this and this and make that and what not. The world expect you to be a certain way, act in a certain, look a certain and maybe even dress in a certain way.
Well, I say... WHO CARES?
Be who you are and who you want. That's what matters! You were created a certain way and with a purpose. So be whoever you like! Who cares what everybody else thinks. It's none of their buisness! You should be allowed to be you. So be yourself, and be happy with it. Because YOU are awesome!